If it doesn't belong to you, let it go...when hope no longer floats..

I have a few things in my life that doesn't really belong to me. Not material things. Other types of things. I think I have some emotions that don't really belong to me...I have some connections that aren't mine either. I have love that I've scattered to the ends of the earth and back but I don't think it was really mine to give away. And if there was any love laying out there for me to gather back, it certainly doesn't belong to me now. I have been sitting in a very anxious mode of patience. Yes. Anxious. Mode. Of. Patience. I'm anxiously trying to be patient. And it's not working very well. And it's to the point NOW, where I'm starting to lose interest and lose my will to even care anymore. I'm losing ..hope. So..hope didn't ever really belong to me. So I'm letting it go.